My Recent Thoughts

regarding having only one





Feel Like


free loader, bum, lazy ((gee can't imagine why with the reprimands I receive))





so does this equal


nice big house for DH while son goes to school and me to work plus home-making, help with homework, and take son to extracurriculars?





or am I really


heart of the home, worth my keep, a get it done gal





which equals


smaller home for us all while son is home educated and home-making and free to drive son to extracurriculars





that was my inner turmoil 8/20 and then we began our education portion of the day and here's an excerpt from the devotional:





simply do the right thing and trust G-D at any cost. When you do this you will find then in hundreds of ways which you never thought of "the L-RD is able to give thee much more."


resist hasatan and do what you know is right, trust G-D for all the rest! For the L-RD is able to give thee much more than this, whatever your "this" may be. And HIS smile and HIS blessing will always be "more than this" more than anything else!





II Chronicles 25:9
And Amaziah said to the man of G-D, But what shall we do for the hundred talents which I have given to the army of Israel? And the man of G-D answered, The L-RD is able to give thee much more than this.











I know my son, even though he is only one child, deserves to have a mom at home....no matter what DH or anyone else who may be influencing him thinks, says, etc.





Is it wrong to ask for things in prayer because this "flies in the face" of faith that HE supplies all our need?